Henry Rimbaud.
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My best friend's step-sister made me join
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Post by Henry Rimbaud. on Jan 8, 2009 1:46:18 GMT -5
You will never even be able to pretend to understand my life or my mind. And yet you insist upon taunting me and carving brands onto my skin with hot irons.
I had a girlfriend until early this morning when I severed ties with her permanently. I never say I am a homosexual. I have so-called heterosexual boy friends. What more do you want? How else will you torture me? I suffer so much, and you create yet more circles of hell for me to stumble through.
I am different and sensitive, and I cannot handle this anymore. You should not be so cruel as to continue to presume you know my inner feelings or consider it your duty to inform me of the workings of my soul. So I thank you to stop making these accusations before I suffer an entire mental breakdown.
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Post by Jakob on Jan 8, 2009 2:25:38 GMT -5
Dude, I hate to say this, but you come off very, very gay at times. I would never offend the gays by presuming that you are one of them, but you just seem to have a weird sort of obsession with Gregory. I just don't get it.
And don't you think that you could have just like, combined these three threads or something? Just kind of a waste of space.
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Post by Sigvard_the_Swede on Jan 8, 2009 13:14:39 GMT -5
okay man, well, i have to be saying it, you are vary, agh i cant say in english, it is something about the swish. i am reading your threads, i think, wow, he likes the pretty boys vary much. and, you know, i am sorry if they are saying you are homosexual and you are saying you are straigt.
but yeah you are making me think of the creepy boy in the city of amsterdam, who is follow me, who is try touch me, who is vary much like the wierd words things, the poems stuff, the pretty boys things. then he was like asking me creep things about i am to drunk to drive home and he will take me home, and i punched him, i was like, man, i am looking for the girls, get the effing away from me. if people do things you do not like, my frends and me are usually using the cuss or the hitting, but whatevre, i do not know if you can do that, creepy amsterdam boy was like fell over and i did not hit him that hard anyway.
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Post by Jakob on Jan 9, 2009 2:20:50 GMT -5
Sigvard, I think you're in the wrong city if you don't like being assaulted by random homosexuals. San Francisco is the gayest city in the United States (seriously). If you're even remotely gay-looking, you can expect to be hit on by random men.
I know this from experience, unfortunately... This random posse of gay men assaulted me when I was visiting the colleges up there with my mother. They apparently thought I was really cute and kept trying to take pictures with me... I tried to smash their camera but my stupid mom dragged me away.
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Henry Rimbaud.
Junior Member
My best friend's step-sister made me join
Posts: 79
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Post by Henry Rimbaud. on Jan 10, 2009 3:21:41 GMT -5
There is no excuse for prying strangers to delve into my romantic life, even if they have all decided I am homosexual because I practise "unacceptable" forms of art and do utterly bizarre things like have boy friends. And I am still unsure why the apparently illiterate Sigvard is invading my misery to complain about some Dutch seducer. Incidentally, I would likely not resort to violence to resolve my disagreements with strangers, even if I were physically capable of such an act. And yes, much of my life revolves infinitely around the glorious Gregory, and I must say I cannot understand why that is unacceptable.
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Post by Kelly Leilani on Jan 10, 2009 13:10:02 GMT -5
Henry, I'm sorry if you're offended, but frankly you do confuse people. Read some of these:
Can you not see that some of that stuff is a little..er..loaded? Guys don't often tell eachother they want to be one eachother's laps. Or describe their lips, etc., or compare each other to gods of beauty. And I mean, taking into account these and other kinda..off..quotes, it seems not that smart to mention "the ancients" (cough, the Greeks, Socrates, etc), "brothers in arms" (cough, read some Walt Whitman, cough), and Oxford/Cambridge (cough, major gay scenes back in the day, cough.)
And you are obsessed with poetry, which isn't so typical, and you are kind of focused on "seedy undergrounds," Paris, "sin", and that kind of thing. And your two faverite poets are Rimbaud and Verlaine, right? The stormy lovers? Who you talk about /all/ the time and seem determined to imatate? And you're really into the Decadence movement. That was frankly, one of the gayest movements ever aside from aesthetecism.
So can you see how people make the connections?
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Post by Jakob on Jan 10, 2009 22:11:32 GMT -5
Yeah, I mean, I have tons of guy friends... Egbert, Johnny, Dean, etc... And we're all pretty tight, you know? But you don't hear me going on about Eggy's expanse of gleaming black hair (which is probably a good thing, because he doesn't have black hair), or Johnny's perfectly formed physique or anything creepy like that.
And yeah, Kelly speaks the truth. You claim to be so well-read and everything, and you don't quite understand how people might interpret some of the things you say. I mean, the first thing I thought of when you started giong on about Cambridge was the book Maurice by E. M. Forster, which is all about this random gay guy who goes to Cambridge and like, hooks up with his friend.
Anyway, I don't know why you're so offended by the whole gay thing. I mean, maybe you're straight, but you don't need to get all mad about it. How do you think I feel when random guys hit on me just because I have long hair? And I don't even ACT gay.
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Post by Sigvard_the_Swede on Jan 11, 2009 2:02:20 GMT -5
yeah man, first i am vary angry with you, so you are just to be warn. but i am not the patiant really rigt now.
yeah man, if one of my frends telled me i was having pretty face, or lips, or whatevre, i would hit him, that is what you do becuase wow, man, you are not suposed to say that unless you are stupid amsterdam boy who is asking to get figted with. except with the skinny weak people like you, i cant call it the figt, it is just me hitting.
yeah and i am not the not able to read, i can read good, you know, just not in stupid english. but i am know anough about books to tell you that yeah, you are obsessed with the gay.
and yeah man, get over yourself, we are all deal with stupid people who say we are gay, and i am learn this early, when i am like thirteen, you are not to be super mad with them. if you tell them shut up, maybe hit at them, it is good enough. but if you are like, keep talking about it, keep making the big deal, saying no like two million times, they are going to be worse about it, it is part of the being man. you are remind me of this boy linus, in my form when i am fourteen in the school in jämtland, he is so mad with people for calling him homosexual he was breathing so hard it was like wow or whatevre and he throwed a chair. but then he got caught in bed with a upper secondery boy so yeah that was intresting.
and man, yeah, this is nice city, but there are defenetly there is amount of skinny people who are stare at me, yeah, not so grate.
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Post by Jakob on Jan 12, 2009 19:00:02 GMT -5
Yeah, that's a danger you take when you set foot in San Fran, Siggy. But don't worry about it, you should be fine.
Seriously, though, Henry, the more you deny that you're gay, the gayer it makes you seem. I mean, sure, you might not be, but when you react so badly it really makes you seem like you're overcompensating for something.
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Post by Gregory on Jan 13, 2009 23:29:36 GMT -5
I apologise for the jests certain obnoxious people choose to tell you, Henry. But admittedly close friendships among men are rare in the modern world, and your constant presence with me is misleading or jarring to some people. I do think the others have given sage advice in wondering if your angry reaction is making your problem worse. I have certainly been accused of being "gay," as I am unusually studious and precise in my speech. I simply brush off the untruth and point out I have a girlfriend. Ignoring them is really the best policy; I can assure you the obnoxious people will always be there to annoy you.
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Post by Jakob on Jan 13, 2009 23:38:30 GMT -5
It isn't so much your constant companionship... I mean, I'm basically always with Egbert, but part of that is just because he lives with Winnie... But It's more the way he talks...
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Post by dyinginside on Jan 14, 2009 22:09:04 GMT -5
wat the hell u r weird. were do u get ur coke?
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Post by Boxface on Jan 19, 2009 17:42:22 GMT -5
OMGZ HENRI I AM REAL SCARRED
sigvard sed u were TAKING DRUGZ and i am pretty sure THOSE ARE BAD THINGZ THAT EWAN GOTZ IN TROUBLE FOR A WILE AGO
AND I AM SCARRED THAT U R GOING TO GO CRASY INSANE AND KILL ME AND GREGORY AND URSELF AND I WILL ACIDENTLY TAKE THE DRUGZ AND GO CRASY INSANE TO
AND YAH I KNO IM NOT THE SPICIEST DISH ON THE MENU BRAINWIZE LOL BUTZ I DO NOT REALLY GET y henri is freakering out!! lolz gay peopel are NICE!!! eccept wait a minute i guess that means henri is definetly not gay becuz he is REAL MEAN to me!!!!!! =((((((((((
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Post by Jakob on Jan 19, 2009 19:37:11 GMT -5
Matilda, I wouldn't worry about the whole drug thing... I doubt that Henry IS on drugs, and if he is, it's pretty hard to accidentally take drugs unless someone really wants to make you take them.
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Post by Boxface on Jan 22, 2009 22:09:11 GMT -5
OMGZ I AM ALWAYZ SCARRED I WILL ACIDENTALY TAKE DRUGS BECUZ I WILL THINK IT IS FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((((((((
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