Post by justin on May 13, 2010 1:23:02 GMT -5
I am SO sick of this, and I'm really sorry for just posting frigging PROBLEMS all the time but I just need to talk to someone who is 1. not in my family 2. not from my town and 3. not someone who tells me not to worry or get mad or anything ever because, OMG Justin, you aren't allowed to do that because youre the one who's supposed to handle stuff without freaking out.
I just need to vent or something or...I don't know. Do somehting other than lift weights and hope nobody comes and bothers me with some new THING I'm supposed to deal with or something like that.
So things started getting stupid around here when my computer crashed. Like, really crashed, not just dying of viruses or spazzing out, but like actually making this FOOM noise and flashing, letting out some smoke, the works. (this whole thing was made even better by my sa'ani deciding that computers are BAD BAD THINGS and could possibly EXPLODE IN YOUR FACE JUSTIN, that is why we should NOT HAVE TECHNOLOGY IN THE HOUSE) That was a piece of assss because the only reason we have a computer at all is because my stupid uncle dumped it on us when he got a slightly better one, and we definitely could not afford another one, and not having a computer is just...no.
So that sucked for awhile. But then my grandmother died (btw I do NOT mean the sa'ani I live with! That would suck ASS! The woman who died was my great aunt. But all of them get called grandmohter/grandfather around here). The one good thing that came out of that is that she left us her computer. Not a huge upside but it's still a very very good thing to have internet again.
But yeah. It was literally RIGHT after her funeral that my stupidass uncle showed up at our house and started being stupid. Kind of typical behavior for him, but since Spetember or so we haven't had to deal with him because we banned him from the house. But now he's back in action and wants to scream at us on a daily basis because he doesn't have any money and we're supposed to support him because we're family and we have to pay our dues or something like that. Also he has this THING where he claims that my sa'ani's brother stole money from him in the 80s or something (we're talking 200 dollars, btw, and this is even if the story's true, which it is probably not) and he was going to invest it in some land that's now worth "millions" by his estimate, so now we're responsible for paying it back. Or SOMETHING. I dont even know anymore, I think he just likes to yell at us and steal things.
Yeah, he's been stealing again, it's awesome. Except this time he stole THE FRIGGING STOVE. WTF!! We use that to cook frigging everything!! So yeah, options are either, continue to live on nonperishables from the grocery store (um NO), convince him to give it back (hahaha NO), or steal it back (and GUESS who would have to do that? Hint it's definitely not my sa'ani or my little sister). I can definitely get it back, it's just not my idea of fun. And meanwhile we've been eating just terrible food.
But yeah, about my uncle. He HATES me. I hate him too. But at least I leave him alone and let him be an AHOLE whereas HE comes over just to yell shit at me and try to force me to be a slave in his stupid shop and how it's my fault that his store is failing (yes, obviously my fault, NOTHING to do with alcohol) and how my mom is a bitch or something and it is my fault that SHE wont give him any money and how I am the one who is supposed to FORCE her to drive down here and give him her car because he needs it more than she does and all this other stuff. And my stupid mom doesn't help at all because she randomly started calling and saying "Justin, could you work things out with your uncle, I don't want to talk to him" and I was just. what. the. fuuuuck. I'm fifteen, why I am I the one who's supposed to go talk to him while he's drunk and crazy???
Also, my stupid brother is calling our house and I basically cant answer the phone anymore because I'm NOT talking to that IDIOT and I'm not letting him talk to my sister or sa'ani either. he was supposedly at Navajo Tech this year but I'm preeeetty sure that even though he was technicly enrolled, not much actual college occurred. That kinda ended when he got arrested because he got into a violent fight with someone and the police came out and...yeah. He ended up only doing community service or something though because they decided the guy who helped him beat up the other guy was the "true criminal" in the case or something (yeah right, trust me, my brother is ALWAYS the real culprit in all this kind of shit, but he always worms his way out of it somehow). Anyway he kind of wasted all his money on dealing with that (NOT ON DRUGS he insists, eyeroll) and yet again, we're supposed to pay up. Also he wants to move in with us again because NTech kicked him out and he "just wants us to forgive each other" to which I say FUCK OFF. Now his calls have gotten a LITTLE less friendly and he's saying that he is GOING to come back to Arizona and we'd better get used to it because he needs a place to crash. Yeah, whatever, you do that and I'll call the police to get you the hell away.
On top of that, my best friend Michael is having parental issues and he has to stay at our house, which means on our couch. Our house is already really cramped, and I mean obviously I want to help him out but its just not something Im thrilled abbout right now. Aaaand his dad keeps warning me that "Michael had better not be at your house because I know he's going to try to stay there and if you let him..." Dont worry, he can't actually do anything to me, it's just not the greatest thing to deal with.
Yeahhhh...I don't really know what I'm supposed to do, but I guess I have to figure it out since everything is MY resposnibilty apparently.
I just need to vent or something or...I don't know. Do somehting other than lift weights and hope nobody comes and bothers me with some new THING I'm supposed to deal with or something like that.
So things started getting stupid around here when my computer crashed. Like, really crashed, not just dying of viruses or spazzing out, but like actually making this FOOM noise and flashing, letting out some smoke, the works. (this whole thing was made even better by my sa'ani deciding that computers are BAD BAD THINGS and could possibly EXPLODE IN YOUR FACE JUSTIN, that is why we should NOT HAVE TECHNOLOGY IN THE HOUSE) That was a piece of assss because the only reason we have a computer at all is because my stupid uncle dumped it on us when he got a slightly better one, and we definitely could not afford another one, and not having a computer is just...no.
So that sucked for awhile. But then my grandmother died (btw I do NOT mean the sa'ani I live with! That would suck ASS! The woman who died was my great aunt. But all of them get called grandmohter/grandfather around here). The one good thing that came out of that is that she left us her computer. Not a huge upside but it's still a very very good thing to have internet again.
But yeah. It was literally RIGHT after her funeral that my stupidass uncle showed up at our house and started being stupid. Kind of typical behavior for him, but since Spetember or so we haven't had to deal with him because we banned him from the house. But now he's back in action and wants to scream at us on a daily basis because he doesn't have any money and we're supposed to support him because we're family and we have to pay our dues or something like that. Also he has this THING where he claims that my sa'ani's brother stole money from him in the 80s or something (we're talking 200 dollars, btw, and this is even if the story's true, which it is probably not) and he was going to invest it in some land that's now worth "millions" by his estimate, so now we're responsible for paying it back. Or SOMETHING. I dont even know anymore, I think he just likes to yell at us and steal things.
Yeah, he's been stealing again, it's awesome. Except this time he stole THE FRIGGING STOVE. WTF!! We use that to cook frigging everything!! So yeah, options are either, continue to live on nonperishables from the grocery store (um NO), convince him to give it back (hahaha NO), or steal it back (and GUESS who would have to do that? Hint it's definitely not my sa'ani or my little sister). I can definitely get it back, it's just not my idea of fun. And meanwhile we've been eating just terrible food.
But yeah, about my uncle. He HATES me. I hate him too. But at least I leave him alone and let him be an AHOLE whereas HE comes over just to yell shit at me and try to force me to be a slave in his stupid shop and how it's my fault that his store is failing (yes, obviously my fault, NOTHING to do with alcohol) and how my mom is a bitch or something and it is my fault that SHE wont give him any money and how I am the one who is supposed to FORCE her to drive down here and give him her car because he needs it more than she does and all this other stuff. And my stupid mom doesn't help at all because she randomly started calling and saying "Justin, could you work things out with your uncle, I don't want to talk to him" and I was just. what. the. fuuuuck. I'm fifteen, why I am I the one who's supposed to go talk to him while he's drunk and crazy???
Also, my stupid brother is calling our house and I basically cant answer the phone anymore because I'm NOT talking to that IDIOT and I'm not letting him talk to my sister or sa'ani either. he was supposedly at Navajo Tech this year but I'm preeeetty sure that even though he was technicly enrolled, not much actual college occurred. That kinda ended when he got arrested because he got into a violent fight with someone and the police came out and...yeah. He ended up only doing community service or something though because they decided the guy who helped him beat up the other guy was the "true criminal" in the case or something (yeah right, trust me, my brother is ALWAYS the real culprit in all this kind of shit, but he always worms his way out of it somehow). Anyway he kind of wasted all his money on dealing with that (NOT ON DRUGS he insists, eyeroll) and yet again, we're supposed to pay up. Also he wants to move in with us again because NTech kicked him out and he "just wants us to forgive each other" to which I say FUCK OFF. Now his calls have gotten a LITTLE less friendly and he's saying that he is GOING to come back to Arizona and we'd better get used to it because he needs a place to crash. Yeah, whatever, you do that and I'll call the police to get you the hell away.
On top of that, my best friend Michael is having parental issues and he has to stay at our house, which means on our couch. Our house is already really cramped, and I mean obviously I want to help him out but its just not something Im thrilled abbout right now. Aaaand his dad keeps warning me that "Michael had better not be at your house because I know he's going to try to stay there and if you let him..." Dont worry, he can't actually do anything to me, it's just not the greatest thing to deal with.
Yeahhhh...I don't really know what I'm supposed to do, but I guess I have to figure it out since everything is MY resposnibilty apparently.