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Post by ::Mikaela B:: on Feb 8, 2010 21:18:09 GMT -5
Anybody who agrees, lets talk about it here.
OK, I flippin' hate Valentines day, its like its designed to make me feel like crap. First of all Im always single so it completely sucks and just reminds me how I'm so stupid and crazy that no one would ever want to go out with me. Second I dont even have friends to give me those lame like pity valentines that u get when you dont have a boyfriend.
It is pissing me off so much to listenn to people complainig about how theyre sooo sad because of there breakup or whatever, they are dreading valentine's day, ect. Yeah well, what about people like me who dont even get to have a brakeup b/c they cant even get a date. Omg, even my eleven year old brother randomly claims he has a girlfriend..whatever.
but yeah...I really really like this guy name d Cade...hes pretty much perfect, blond, funny, nice, ect. Hes even nice to ME which is flippin amazing, nobody likes me. Last year, he had a girlfriend but luckily I didnt really know about it until they were kinda breaking up, which is flipping good b/c otherwise I probably would have done something crazy to her, idk. Sooo...hes single right now...but hes also really popular, all the girls flirt w/him, I dont have a chance at alll....plus its me were talking about here, I couldnt go out with anyone...
But its just really freakin bad right now b/c hes nice to me ect but I just sort of flip out when Im around him, my SAD and GAD go haywire and I cant talk normally and my tics get going.....and maybe i wouldnt care as much if he just stopped trying to talk to me, realizing Im a freeeeakkk, which is what everyone does so Im used to it. But no, he is still nice to me, ect, which is almost worse, b/c hes probably just feeling really bad for me b/c of my issues, and if there is one thing i hate (other than people not understanding my issues and the problems they cause) it is people felling sorry for me b/c of my issues.
Yeah so b/c hes in my class for math and physics i really bad concentration issues in those classes. And i just keep doing incredibly stupid things, like on thursday i flipped.out. b/c he was my lab partner and my arm starting jerking and it knocked some glass beaker off the counter and it smashed to pieces but then i freaked.out for doing soemthing that retarded around him and started having a panic attack and had to go breath in the corner with a wet paper towel on my fface. Leaving him to sweep up all the glass. whcih he cut himsef on. **headdesk**
Omg, so yeah, I hate all this crap, and i just cant deal w/a love themed holiday thankyouverymuch.
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Post by Jakob on Feb 8, 2010 23:44:47 GMT -5
God, you're telling me. So I was like, yeah, maybe I can finally make a move on Winnie and like, that would work out. She's totally into that sentimental romantic crap, and even though she doesn't know what Valentine's Day is she'd like it a lot.
But then SOMEBODY told her about the earthquake in Haiti, and now she's all freaking out about her family and like, wanting to go back to Haiti and she totally wouldn't want to do anything like that right now.
I hate this stupid holiday.
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Post by ~[T]he[F]orgotte[N]~ on Feb 11, 2010 18:12:36 GMT -5
In my opinion, Valentines day sucks. Everyone has this over obsession with dances and getting people chocolate where I live. Did I mention people ahve the babit of getting Boyfriends/girlfriends right before the dance and dumping them after? Heh yeah, not for me thanks.
Plus, you cant go to the dance without dates. so its not like im going anyway >.< and all that 'Theres love in the air' crap is annoying. Of course, I'm an over weight slob that no one would date anyway, and of course there's guys I like and one of them happens to be the most amazing person in the world and my best friend. But he'll never like me in that way, ever ...
Damn Valentines day anyway.
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Post by Sigvard_the_Swede on Feb 15, 2010 16:01:48 GMT -5
yeah i am definite agree, day of the valentine, it is the suck.
also before i am continu, note to you that englisch is vary bad today, i am not practise for while, is bad becuase i am not try speak at partys becuase oh rigt, i am not alowed to have fun anymore, it is serve to the right of fathre of mine if i am stupid at englisch.
anyway, first off all, eithre the ladys are get boyfriend especial for day of the valentine so they are have date, or they are sit at home, cry, not go to club/partys becuase they are so annoy to be single. and definite, the ladys with real boyfriend are not in mood for cheating on day of valentine. but anyway, who am i joking, i am have worse day of valentine evre becuase of stupid satan, demon deal.
yeah so, you are knowing aboute incedent of me to punch kolya, i am post aboute that. well, of course, i am think, kolya is item of douching, rigt, so he is pretend to roll on floor, bleed, that stuff. well ebba is text me next day, vary angry, she is say, sigvard, you are violint, you are terrify, kolya is bleed every where and we were having to go to emergensy room becuase of tooth fall out, also the blood was scare becuase there was a lot. i am not see you again, i am hate you.
what in the demon, man! kolya is gient hole in the ass for get so hurt. all i was do was punch, if he was pay attention it would not hurt him, but no, he is laff so hard it was sucker punch, it was not fault of mine is the point. anyway, problem of the big kind, is stupid ebba, what am i to say to fathre of mine, not mention fathre of her, if she is say she will nevre see again. plan of fake girl friend is fall apart, fathre will be vary angry, i will to have waste like three week on bad plan that did not work becuase ebba is dog, of the female kind.
so i am not know what to do. i was tell mothre, oh yeah, er, ebba is spend day of valentine with widow grandmothre, so i am not see her. so we were go to budapest for weekend. it was the suck. i could not have any fun so what was point. i think i am to explode if i am have to be celebacy anymore, i am dye. i was just having to sit arounde all the weekend with mothre at stupid bore partys, all that. i was walk around city, but nobody is speak swedish, i was not feel like englisch, so i was just text entier time, was lonly. i am flutterby of socialise, man, i am not do so good without lot of crazy peopel to talk to, having fun with. i am dye without party, without fun. practical the olny people i am talk to entier weekend face at the face, othre than mothre/stupid friends of mothre, were hungerska prostatute in scarlet light district, i was give them money becuase i was feel bad for them, they were talk to me, it was almost the fun. but then fathre was call me to say, where are you, i am call hotel and mothre and you are not there or with her, if you are chat up foreign girls or party or some thing i am cansel deal immediete, so get your ass to hotel. so yeah, he is huge demon jerk.
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Post by Boxface on Feb 15, 2010 17:01:06 GMT -5
OMGZ!!!!!!!1111 THERE sure are alot of peopel who do NOTZ like valentines day to much!!!!!!!!11 THAT IS SOSOSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SADZ!!1 BECUZ GESSER WHO LOVEZ VALENTINES DAY THE MOST EVAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111
becuz i love love that is why!! allso i love my boyfreind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 who is GREGORY!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
butz yeah i had a grate valentinez day!!!!!!!!!!11 i gotz up sosososoooooooo early so thatz me and kelly and max could make brekfast for mum and jean-paul!11 accept for the problim of i am sosososoooooo badz at cooking and i brakered like three dishes and spilt orange juice evrywhere and flippered a pancake at max's face!!!!!!1 sorry max lol!!!!!! butz he was okayz!!1 anywayz kelly can actially do stuff like cook so she mostly took care of that part!!! i took care of the part of runnering up and down the stairs real loud to get everyone EXCITERED FOR VALENTINEZ DAY!!! AND ALLSO RUNNERING INTO MUM AND JEAN-PAULS ROOM TO YELL FOR THEM TO GETZ UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEN AFTIR BREKFAST I GIVERED OUT VALENTINEZ TO MY FAMMILY!!!1 YAYZ!!!1 THEN I CALLED SOME OF MY FREINDS AND SHOUTERED HAPPY VALENTINEZ DAY TO THEM!!! then kelly and me called kai in hawaii and sed happy EARLY valentinez day and i tryed to get him to say he woud be the girlfriend of a real nice teacher assistent at scool becuz i am alwayz trying to getz him a girlfreind lol butz he laughed and sed no thankz and it was funny!!!!!!!1 then we called aunt leah!!! then aunt leah startid crying becuz UMZ aparently she just brakered up with her new boyfriend!! so mum took the phone away and startid talkering to her!! i allso tryed to call ewan and then my biodad//casey butz they woud not pick up lol
THENZ i gave gregory his valentine and a present and he did the same thing and then we made out YAYZ!!!!!!!!! OMGZ he got me the nicest BRACELIT EVAR AND I GOT HIM THE THING HE WANTID TO WICH WAS SOME CRASY BIG BOOK THAT I COUD NEVAR READ IN A MILION YEARZ BECUZ IT IS HARD LONG AND BORING LOOKING LOL!!!!!!!!!!1 omgz i cant beleive this is olny our secind valentinez day togethir!! becuz wen we got togethir it was in march in 2007 wich was aftir valentinez day oviously!!!!!11
LOLZ then henris mum finally let him come ovir to our house becuz she made there fammilly go to some garden place for a milion yearz!! henri was not in the bestest mood!! he kept talking abot how stupid and childish love is wich is not the best thing to hear on valentinez day!! altho he did write valentinez poemes for us all wich was kinda cool and gregory was REAL happy that he did something nice like that and huggered him and then henri just kept blushing the rest of the time and then was a whole lot nicer then usual!! probibly becuz i sed he was being supir nice and he was embaressed!!! LOL
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Post by Henry Rimbaud. on Feb 15, 2010 17:17:30 GMT -5
Valentine's Day pierces my wayward soul like a poisoned arrow to the heart. Could anything crueler be devised by man than a celebration of the love that I cannot partake of? The love that, dare I touch it, withers like an ancient flower reduced to ashy dust? I am unworthy of love. She plucks me off her golden-cobbled streets with a sneer and casts my worthless, wicked self into a rotting underworld of vice and hatred.
No one loves me, gamin in spirit, cynic in waking life. The isolated artiste, doomed to wander alone in the misty dawn that to he who has trudged city streets for hours is the beginning of his night, is rejected forevermore. Watch me crouched on a street corner, bitten by the frost, barely conscious, palms still outstretched in my ludicrously pathetic plea for sustenance, passed over by affection and left alone in the world.
And rest assured, Matilda, no matter how difficult it may be for your swollen head to comprehend, that nothing you do could warm my heart with pleasure, nor send blood rushing to my cheeks like ever-hopeful spirits.
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Post by Boxface on Feb 15, 2010 17:18:22 GMT -5
LOLZ OH YEAH I TOTILLY FORGOT THAT I NEEDZ TO TAKE OFF UR WARNING LEVEL HENRI!!! SORRY ABOT THAT I WILL FIX ITZ!!!!!111111
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Post by Boxface on Feb 15, 2010 17:18:50 GMT -5
ALLSO SORRY U DO NOT LIKE VALENTINEZ DAY =(((((((((((
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Post by Gregory on Feb 15, 2010 17:29:41 GMT -5
Oh Henry, I beg you not to believe or assert that no one loves you. I have made every effort to ensure that you are aware of my unswerving friendship and the love that accompanies it. And, aside from your own family, I assure you that my stepfather and Marie care for you like a member of our family. I understand you may find certain aspects of Valentine's Day frivolous and perhaps aggravating, but I hope that we managed to spend an enjoyable enough day together nevertheless.
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Post by Katherine Kendall Krachovile on Feb 15, 2010 18:04:14 GMT -5
Henry, you think that YOU have problems? I don't even know you and I know that my V-Day was worse than yours.
The love of my life, the most beautiful and shining angel that has ever graced this earth, my Jacob, the only man for me, refused to welcome me back into his arms. How can he not see how much I need him??? It truly boggles my mind. I love him more than anything else in this world, yet he pushes me away.
That Hatian whore has turned him against me, I know she has. I will find her and wring her scrawny Hatian neck.
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Post by Henry Rimbaud. on Feb 15, 2010 18:33:14 GMT -5
Thank you, Gregoire, thank you. It is at your marble feet that I truly kneel, and sometimes I fear I am but a miserable shadow of Pygmalion, spinning fantasies from my wistful mind while in reality no affection blesses my filthy forehead.
But from my family? From the insectoid, buzzingly fretful mother? From the fumbling, simpleton beast? From the jolly, querying sister? Somehow I think not.
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Post by Boxface on Feb 15, 2010 18:44:25 GMT -5
OKAYZ yeah i kno u have fammily isues henri BUTZ u might wantz to think abot it for a secind!!11 AS IN OKAYZ MAYBE ur fammily is NOTZ so happy that u spend all your time in your room or with gregory !!! ALLSO u do not smile a hole lot!!! ALLSO u might not want to dress in black////grey////not so happy colours ALL the time lol!!! it is not the best combo with your skin and hair colour and junk like that!!!1 ALLSO your hair is a littel long and u porpoisly put it ovir your eyes wen u are MADZ/SADZ/WATEVAR !!! WICH IS PROBIBLY NOT THE BEST!!!!1 =DDDDDDDDDDD THISD IS JUST HELPFULL ADVISE OKAYZ I AM NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN BUTZ PROBIBLY I AM MISUNDIRSTANDING U WICH IS WAT GREGORY SOMETIMES SAYZ I AM DOING IN TERMZ OF U!!!! THEN HE SAYZ HE WILL HANDEL IT!!! LOL!!! THAT IS GREGORY FOR U I GESS!1
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Post by Boxface on Feb 15, 2010 18:48:18 GMT -5
LOLZ AND ALLSO HENRI DONT WORRY MUM AND JEAN-PAUL WORRY ABOT U ALL THE TIME!!! THEY DEFINATLY CARE!!!!!!!
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Post by Gregory on Feb 15, 2010 18:49:37 GMT -5
Henry, your parents have only your best interests at heart. And yes, your father loves you. He may not be able to express himself well, and he may not fully realise his feelings, but I am sure that at heart he is proud to have you as a son.
I know you mean well Matilda, but perhaps you should refrain from advising Henry on his choices regarding personal appearance, unless of course you are solicited for an opinion.
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Post by Henry Rimbaud. on Feb 15, 2010 18:57:01 GMT -5
Ha. No one could bear to call me son. I am a useless wound upon a family; I am but half a man and not at all alive in any meaningful sense of the word.
And no, Matilda, my sartorial and grooming choices are one of the only things I alone have jurisdiction over and I have no need of your nonsensical ramblings on the topic. I have the delicate fashion sensibility of a true artiste, thank you, and I merely choose to look wistfully waiflike, which, yes, involves moody greys and bitter blacks.
Though indeed I might be persuaded to trim my hair, should I find a razor and a willing hand. Of late it has taken to growing swiftly and growing wild.
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