|
Post by Boxface on Feb 5, 2010 18:27:23 GMT -5
OMGZ I KNO RIGT!!1 I LOVER HAVING MEMBIRZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
|
|
|
Post by Sigvard_the_Swede on Feb 5, 2010 23:57:04 GMT -5
are you joking with me, you are pretend to have girl friend again, wow man, you are need to pull things togethre.
you should be trading places with me, pretend to go out with ebba.
|
|
|
Post by ::Mikaela B:: on Feb 8, 2010 20:58:26 GMT -5
I know Ive been gone awhile, just reminding you, if I piss you off, read my intraduction thread and see which disorder made me do whatever I just did. Its not my fault Im a freak lol, but just warning you, i might piss you off randomly or somehting like that.
I'm assuming its OK if i post stuff about my life here, even though theres like some other convo going on, knowing me though Im probably doing it wrong or something, I always screwup.
well things are a little better (like 1 percent better :l ) because finally my flipping stupid doctor (who btw doesn't know what the HELL he is doing, seriously, he NEVER listens to me and so far he's decided TWICE that I dont have a disorder that i do and wont put me on medication for it, even though i dont trust him to proscribe me the right stuff anyway so i gues sit doesnt matter..but still) and my parents realized that I do have flipping trich. so I am getting treartment for that excpet I still cant stop pulling and they "don';t know what line of treatment will have an effect on you, Mikaela, just wait while we try to work it out, even though we know being half bald makes your social anxiety disorder like 100 times worse."
Why cant they just get it over with and give me some Anafranil, god, whatever.
soooo thats actually a new source of stress which means Ive had like two panic attacks in the past three months that were so bad the school took me to the hospital becuz the idiots thought i was having a heart attack or somehting.
Add to all that, the fact that school is horrible, i have no friends (as usual) and Im completely screwing stuff up with the guy i like, well, Im just about flippin' ready to explode (not as in an intermittent explosive disorder explosion, though all the junk going on in my life has mad eme explode way more then usual, i am pretty much out of control in all areas of my life, it sucks).
School is crap, liek I said, I have the same english teacher this year, the one who thinks reading the course stuff is more important than my health, which is why I do so bad in her class. Plus I am still in flipping PE, plus my social studies class is UPSTAIRS even though I CANT deal w/classes upstairs, infact i am not taking Spanish anymore because of the stupid stairs, also the teacher hated me. math is ok i guess, im doing physics this year, those would be ok except the guy i like is in those classes and it is completely messing me up, plus making him hate me, Ill probably post more about that. My elective now is drawing, it's terrible because i cant think straight in the class b/c 1. i sit next to a bunch of my former friends, i hate them, they hate me and 2. its juuust at the time of day that some of my meds make me really sleepy so i cant concentraite and 3. I can't flipping draw okay, I can barely write b/c of my tics and drawing is impossible, the teacher doesnt care ofcourse.
So yeah, its kind of crap right now, i hope you guys are doing better. I hope at least its not freakin 4 degrees out where you are, like it has been here, I hate this stupid cold weather, it just gets me anxious and pissed off
|
|
|
Post by Boxface on Feb 25, 2010 20:11:39 GMT -5
OMGZ HI MIKAELA!!!!!!!1111111111 i cant beleive thatz i did not say hi to you!!! becuz you are a membir and thatz wat u are suposed to do with membirs!!!!!!! SO HI LOL
AND TO ANSIR your question aboutz weather stuffz!! NO it is not four degreez here!! LOL!! its like 20 here!! accept i am pritty sure that is in calcius!!! i have NO idea watz the heckz that is in ferringheit!!!! all i kno is that it is nice and kinda sunny and notz to hot and just AMASERING all the wayz around!! so yeah!
I LOVER AUSTRALIA IT HAS THE BEST WHETHER EVAR!!! IN MY OPINION ANYWAYZ!!! PLEASE DO NOT YELL ATZ ME IF U DISAGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
|
|